Drawing the Line
Date: 5/26/2025
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I was back in school since I had to do something in order to be fully finished.
We were cutting out old coupons and straw wrappers for a collage, I was at a desk away from everybody else doing this, cutting around grouped coupons first so that I can split them easier. The teacher said that that's innefective but I told her that this would be easier on me to not deal with the rest of the pages, buuuuut... she kept saying that over and over, with my replies gradually getting more and more agitated the more she repeated herself and passed by my desk.

Now some coupon fell off right? When I went to pick it up, sombody else passed by and blew on my desk hard, scattering all the coupons and straw wrappers. I don't know who since I was getting up but when I found out I was pretty upset, and so did the teacher because she thought I was slacking off and asked me where the things were and I told her about what happened, but she just kept asking me the same question as if I'd tell her "right here, miss!"

When I got up for real this time I noticed someone had my sketchbook open to a drawing and they were about to pour water on it, but I grabbed my sketchbook quickly so's not to ruin the pages but it was a struggle as the guy that was doing this tried prying it from my hands. The teacher again thought I was getting distracted, coupled with the other kids laughing, and when she turned to look me at me that's when I bit the guy's hand with sharp teeth.
His response was to pick up a desk and threaten to throw it at me. MY response? I threatened to kill him on the spot. He laughed it off and so did the rest of the class but I picked up a nearby chair and was ready to knock him out cold, absolutely furious. He told me to chill and that it was just a prank but I was dead set on killing him since I knew he was bluffing. Any kind of vandalism to my art and I take that personally. He threw the desk at me but I pushed it off, and then I charged at him, repeatedly slamming the chair in his face after successfully knocking him to the ground till he started bleeding. The teacher tried to hold me back but I slammed the chair in her face as well. Eventually I was able to get all my stuff as the two were unconscious, pulled out lighter fluid and a matchbox, and lit the class on fire.

Eventually the fire spread to the whole school and I was outside, looking at the burning building from a distance as I watched a fuse go towards it, which had a bunch of explosives, and obviously blew up the school to where nothing was recoverable.

(You can tell the Lorna inside me was just absolutely taking control and eager to watch all this, cheering and screaming to just go absolutely ham on these guys in the dream.)

It wasn't pretty at all but i'd be lying if I said I wasn't having a good time with this in the dream.
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Archived by Lavie
Extra notes: Only thing I can think of is just "cynical" and... Are you okay?